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My Freedom

Remember the times
When all things pure and good
Did it mean you were a virgin?

Remember the songs
When they were hummed in a crowd
Did it mean you were not alone?

Remember the light
When you cried in the darkness
Did it mean you were real?

Remember the wounds
When they where bound tightly
Did it mean you could bleed?

The memories of the once sweet
Harmony of your love died
The knife stuck in your back
Drives deeper and deeper
As thoughts of hatred grow
The knife sinks further

The once pleasant smile
Turned to a stomach turning
Look of displeasure and distaste
No emotion expect pure hatred
That builds a barrier across the heart

Was it so simple to just forget?
Or was it more then having to forget?
Was it the aim of dying when love hurt?
The trick of biting back when you hurt?
Did it simply mean we aren’t meant to be happy?

Nothing ever looks clear
Through the mirror of our minds
Thoughts of pleasure and desire
The only thing that might keep you here
Or is it more?
Do you still care for someone?
blinded by a worthless feeling?

Remember the love
When you heard I love you
Did it mean you were loved?

The endless crimes of love
Flow in and out of the mind
Draining your everything thought
Leaving only pleasant memories

The pain builds up inside
The only thing that looks clear at this point
Is the sweet end of oneself

Remember the rain
When it refreshed your mind
Did it mean you were not insane?

Remember the razors
When they dug into your flesh
Did that mean you were a faerie tale?

Blood stains the floor of the bathroom
Tears are wept
But what do you care?
They didn’t understand
It was worthless you being alive
Until you see the one person
Who you thought was gone
The one person you loved
Crying and breaking down
Watching the coffin plunge into the grave

Day after day the same lover
Comes to the grave
Cries and leaves a rose
Words are not spoken
Tears shatter the mind
Slowly the lover is driven insane
They knew they would have stopped this
They knew it was there fault
They knew they would be the one in the grave

Does it not hurt to see someone crying?
Does it not hurt to see someone dying?
When someone hurts you
Does it really affect you?
Or are you just over-reacting?
Was your death a mistake?

Once your gone your gone
You can’t come back
If you die for your own selfish reasons
Then let there be no fuss
You will only draw others to insanity
Think of what you have before you die

Remember the laughs
When your friends hugged you
Did it mean they cared?

Remember the smiles
When you were together
Did it mean you had friends?

Why bother with the stupid questions?
If you laugh, cry, scream or sigh
Your friends care
They will laugh with you
They will cry with you
They will calm you when you scream
They will apologize when you sigh at them

Even if it hurts them to see you hurting
They do everything to make you smile
With a simple hug
Or a gift
Think about who you are leaving
Why do you want to die?
Are you truly that unhappy?
Think about that one person
Who makes the world bright
What will they do?
How will they forget you?
The death they saw
They will be haunted

Remember the kiss
When you told her you loved her
Did that mean you were happy?

Why give that up?
You have her
And your happy
What does it matter if someone
Tells you are stupid
Yells at you for a reason not seen to you
She is the only one you can care for
She will brighten the days
That drowned you

Sleep tight and remember her
She loves and cherishes you
Even if you can’t see it
She does and she will tell you
Hold her tightly
Promise her you aren’t going anywhere

Say I love you
Mean it and speak the truth
Love is what keeps us from falling
Protect it with the mind and soul
Remember to say I love you

~Kitty~
©2005-2009 ~keiyachan
:iconkeiyachan:

Author's Comments

I wrote this because I know a lot of people who want to give there lives up even me :( I am not trying to be mean in anyway I am just saying what I had going through my head when I was suicidal :( Please don't eat me

Love You
~Kitty~

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:iconaku-tenchi:
Wow, that is really amazing. I don't even think that most people my age can write that good. You are very talented X3
:iconlethalleaf:
Well done :clap: I love it. Nice depiction of just about everything :heart: well done :+fav:

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Or will others use their bendiness for evil purposes?
:iconflyboywind:
:hug:

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isn't fair. life is tough. life is cynical. life is harsh. life is real.
life is beautiful.
take pictures.

a picture says a thousand words, a word can describe a thousand pictures. I've got too many of both, probably.
:iconkeiyachan:
-^______^- :blush: :faint: thank you so much -^__^- well I do want to be a writer when I am older :D

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I love my twin as much as my passion for licking bunnies xD hahah I love her :D
:iconkeiyachan:
-^______^- :blush: :faint: thank you so much -^__^- well I do want to be a writer when I am older :D

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I love my twin as much as my passion for licking bunnies xD hahah I love her :D
:iconkeiyachan:
:faint: o___o thank you :worship:

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I love my twin as much as my passion for licking bunnies xD hahah I love her :D
:iconbakamitai-tamashi:
O______O That was so good, that it broke the friggin barier of goodness. O__________________O

I love this so much, I'm going to print it and sleep with it under my pillow. *_* [ I'm being serious to! XD ]
*Sniffle* This brought me to tears. O_O -runs for you and cuddles- ^^; You're such a good writer. O_O Me envys joo. O_O And me love joo. ^_^

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Is that enough I love you's to keep you from falling? ;w;

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"Your right hand comes off?"
Yes leon and your the queen of england.



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:iconshadowoflifexdeath:
thats really great stuff oo; and I agree with it

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"Mess with the best, die like the rest" -Hackers
:iconkeiyachan:
why thank you :hug:

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I love my twin as much as my passion for licking bunnies xD hahah I love her :D

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